hi, obviously its a blog made to share different oblivious thoughts from an average girl who prefer a popcorn rather than a cotton candy. The content of this is widely from the others, but she's been doing great lately to put all her illusions to words. She doesn't want any audience for any of her works and soon to be masterpieces, she just wants to scream her mind in the most silent possible way. Don't bother to skip this blog and forget whatever you've read. She will not mind.
She, He and I.
If i were in her feet, i would never ever do such ridiculous things. I know that i dont have any right to judge a girl whom i heard only from tiny-bits stories of my lover, but it dont really falls that way.
She and him, for once are happily loved each other. But the girl needed to leave making it difficult to both of them. Him, full of trust and honesty seldom texted the girl which makes her feel not being cared. Without his knowing, she fell in love with another guy.
By the time She and that guy are still on, she still manage to have communication with him. He told me that it hurts but still he cant resist her. Then I came to his life…
We fell in love.But still she didnt stop. When I was just playing games in his phone, she called. And I immediately gave it to him. He told me that he will not answer it,if i dont want him to. But I insist.
“Maybe its emergency.. or something important.”
He seems mad but he answered the phone-not in front of me. He stepped out of the room. I owed him for doing that. it gave me time to dry up my tears and restraint a little bit of crying. I dont want to see me sobbing because of her. I dont want him to see me lose in a game that is not started yet. A competition which i never prepared to have.
after that incident, my trust seems decreased bit by bit. But she still texts him..
“miss na kita, lahat ng memories.. lahat magaganda„ ako na ang mama mo„ ang papa mo, tita, lola, tito, lolo pa”
“i hope youre happy without me.”
and the recent was..
“msta”
My Stand is, SHE LEFT HIM. He is NOT A TOY which when you missed to play with, you can play it again. Now, that hes happy.. WE’RE happy, is it not appropriate for her to just be contented to what she had and still having? It is never his fault that she chose to be with that guy than to trust him instead.
Does she thought of what will it make me feel? I dont want a fight. Because i know she will never deserve the shit i can give. I dont wanna run up to that point. I just wanted it to be as peaceful as possible. But He’s not doing anything.
“texting or replying her will make her misunderstood things.. she might think of it as if theyre still had a chance to be she-and-me again.”
Will the Not-Doing-Anything-At-All make her stop? I guess not. I know. Im also a girl. Until it was clearly stopped, we will still hope for another chance.
honestly, I pitied her for having blind when she had the most wonderful guy in the world. She flee him that easily and now shes regretting everything that she’d done. I felt better when I realized Ive won the battle with being vulnerable and bare. without any armour, nor shield, What I only have is this weapon which I will be keeping the rest of my life. I HAVE HIM.And I swear to God that I will never ever do the things she regretted, even if thousands of hindrances and obstacles may come.
We both loved each other, regardless of one’s past. Things may go stiff at present, but somehow i know we will be needing it to build our future. Together.
“there are countless fascinating reasons why those people in your past didnt make it to your future.”
Things i love hearing…
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The food is ready…
You’re beautiful…
I love you…
you’re doing great in my class…
you’re one of a kind…
my favorite song…
I trust you…
(Source: sunnymszsunshine)
